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How Do We Go From Friends With Benefits to Something More?

Ask Dr. Nerdlove by by Harris O'Malley
by Harris O'Malley
Ask Dr. Nerdlove | April 20th, 2021

DEAR DR. NERDLOVE:

I have been seeing this guy online for a good 8 months or so. He’s very supportive, kind, silly, sexy, and he doesn’t judge me for having not the best past. We’ve been there for each other, and we’ve helped each other grow a bit. The problem is, we are currently just online FWB.

I’m not so sure I want to be FWB anymore. He knows I care very deeply for him, but hasn’t really given me a response to his feelings for me. He’s been giving me huge mixed signals. One night he told me he prefers to be friends, the next day he tells me he was thinking of me a lot in the hospital, and how he wants to hold my hand and other sweet things like that. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to be the girl in “Paradise by the Dashboard Light” and give him a pressuring ultimatum, but I really love him and can’t stand the thought of being an ego boost.

Do I confront him? How? 

Love,

Reading Foggy Tea Leaves

DEAR READING FOGGY TEA LEAVES: Dump his ass.

Sorry. I realize that’s harsh, but he’s straight up jerking you around.

He may be a sweet, supportive guy, but he’s treating you like shit. You and he want entirely different things. You want an actual relationship with everything that means. He wants continuing access to your vagina without actually committing. This is why he’s giving you mixed signals and blows hot and cold; he wants to be friends but he also knows that if he doesn’t keep dangling the relationship carrot in front of you, he’s going to be left alone with his stick. As soon as he said “let’s just be friends” he realized that it was a toe over the line and tried to pull you back in by being all lovey-dovey. He’s taking advantage of the fact that you care for him more than he cares for you and unless you take a stand, that’s all that’s going to happen.

You deserve better than this.

You can give him a heads-up: either you get an answer or you bail… but I’m guessing we both already know what that answer’s going to be.

Drop him like fifth period Calculus and find a dude who is actually in tune with what you want and isn’t going to play games with your emotions.

DEAR DR. NERDLOVE: I recently decided to start looking for a long term relationship, but not for reasons most do: not for the need of love or even a connection to others or a fear of ending up alone. I’m perfectly content with being by myself — I often prefer it. Instead, I’m looking for financial reasons: as in two people paying bills, rent, etc. is cheaper than one.

Now a little bit about myself: I’m a 29 year old guy, I’ve been in a few long term relationships, but I knew it wasn’t really my thing. I stayed in my longest relationship because my life at home was falling apart, and leaning on others was easier than dealing with my situation. After a few relationships, I made the choice of not seeking that in life, but more of short term engagements when I was feeling the need to be with someone. I don’t really need sex or emotional connections; I do enjoy it from time to time but I can long stretches without it. The problem I find  is that as enjoyable as meeting new people is, learning interesting things about them is for lack of a better term… boring. I get bored of people, and when that happens I tend to just end things and move forward with my life until I meet someone who interests me again.

Now I recently went through life changing events. My father passed away over a year ago, and as most do when something that big happens, I took some time to self reflect and see if changes needed to be made. 

These days, I’m in a good place emotionally, which leads me to my wanting to find a long term partner. I have discussed it with some close friends and a few coworkers whose opinions I find often have value and for the most part I keep being told it’s wrong. I’m willing to be all the things that make a good partner for whoever, I just don’t need most of them myself and I’m fine with that. However, I still get told that what I’m doing is bad.  I feel everyone enters into a relationship for their own reasons; this just happens to be the reason I’m looking for one.

Was just looking for the thoughts from someone whose column I enjoy reading

Got To Be In It To Win It

DEAR GOT TO BE IN IT TO WIN IT: Your friends are right, GTBITWI: that’s a shitty reason to be in a relationship with someone.

Your issue here isn’t your motivation, it’s what you’re looking for. If all you’re looking for is someone to split the bills, then you aren’t looking for a romantic relationship, you’re looking for a roommate. 

This is all about expectations and connection. People who are looking for relationships are looking for someone to share their lives with, someone that they have a connection to and to be intimate with — emotionally as well as physically. It doesn’t matter that you’re willing to play the role of “boyfriend” in order to find someone to help you live more frugally; people don’t want someone who’s acting like a caring and attentive partner, they want the real thing. What you’re doing is, at best, offering a sort of long-term “boyfriend experience” in exchange for someone splitting half the rent and utilities. Frankly, unless that’s how you’re actually presenting yourself to people — which sounds more like some form of being a sugar baby, rather than a partner — then all you’re doing is setting them up for disappointment and, likely, heartbreak when you inevitably get bored again.

Do yourself a favor: get off the dating apps and get on Craigslist instead. Find a roommate to split an apartment with and let the folks who are sincerely looking for relationships alone.

Please send your questions to Dr. NerdLove at his website (www.doctornerdlove.com/contact); or to his email, doc@doctornerdlove.com

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How Do I Tell My Husband He’s Bad In Bed?

Ask Dr. Nerdlove by by Harris O'Malley
by Harris O'Malley
Ask Dr. Nerdlove | April 19th, 2021

DEAR DR. NERDLOVE: I have a question about shy nerdy guys and sex. I’m married to one of these types of guys – we’ll call him Tom – so I hope you can offer some special insight in this issue. He’s wonderful, funny, sweet, intelligent guy. With the exception of sex, our relationship is perfect. I know – BIG exception. That’s why I’m writing.

I was Tom’s first lover, and he was mine. No one is good at sex when he or she is a virgin, of course. He’s helped me through some sexual issues I had, and has always been great about learning and doing what I ask. I’ve been happy knowing that it will keep getting better – and it has. However, along the way I’ve had trouble with him being easily offended and not very motivated to improve, and so we’ve come to a bit of a standstill.

I’ve been with Tom for over five years and have had an orgasm during sex exactly 3 times. He orgasms every time, which is the determining factor for when we’re “done”. He’s not overly concerned with the fact that I don’t orgasm during sex, because he thinks it “shouldn’t be all about the orgasm” (a line from our therapist when I was working through my sexual issues), and that I’m “really difficult.” I don’t always have to orgasm, and it’s true I am very difficult to get off. I don’t expect him to be a sex god. But am I wrong or selfish to want him to care and work at it? 

Like most women, I need a lot of foreplay plus clitoral stimulation to orgasm. I’m really turned on by cunnilingus, so I’ve tried to urge him to go that route, but to be blunt with you, Doc: He’s no good at it. He doesn’t like to do it very long, doesn’t get into it, and has a pretty wimpy technique. I have a special clitoral vibrator that I use during sex sometimes, which I got in hopes to alleviate the cunnilingus issue, but so far that hasn’t done the trick either (though that might be because it’s loud and annoying). 

However, he does do things I ask, and I know he will listen to me if I bring this up. These are all things I’ve mentioned to him before, but somehow the message just isn’t getting through to him. He doesn’t totally blow me off; rather it seems like he just completely lacks confidence. He constantly tells me he doesn’t know what he’s doing, and then gets frustrated when it’s not good enough.

So my question is: How can I approach this with him without hurting his feelings? Like I said, Tom is a shy geeky guy, which are traits I love about him. I don’t want to offend him. Is there a good way to approach this with sensitive guys?

Signed,

Woman Wanting Good Sex

DEAR WOMAN WANTING GOOD SEX: No, you’re not being selfish.

However – and I hate to be the one to say it WWGS – your husband is being a selfish dick. I notice that when it’s your orgasm on the line, he’s all about the holistic sexual experience… but I imagine if you happened to quit blowing him right before the point of no return he’d be all kinds of pissed. Orgasms for me but not for thee and all that and if you complain then all the sudden his fee-fees get hurt.

Look, I can understand the frustration that comes with feeling like you’re not good at something that you should be (in this case: getting one’s significant other off) but there comes a point when it’s not about him being sensitive, it’s about him throwing mini-tantrums because… well who knows. So you’re going to have to sit him down and have a bit of a Come (as it were) to Jesus meeting with him. This is one of those times that I would recommend a mix of firmness and positive reinforcement with just a wee bit of appealing to his ego… and possibly the occasional boot-to-ass. Take some time and have a sit-down with your husband and explain that you just aren’t satisfied with your sex life and you really want his help with it and if he’d just do X, Y and Z which turn you on SO much, you would be ever so grateful.

Let’s start with the cunnilingus problem. You get turned on by oral and frankly I feel that unless there was mutual agreement in advance, oral sex should be expected… for everybody. But I’m also not going to tell you to throw the man out because he’s lousy at giving head. Sometimes it’s a matter of just getting him over the hump (seriously, are we not doing “phrasing” anymore?) – finding out exactly what his problem is with giving oral in the first place and then teaching him how to do a proper job of it. I’m hoping, of course, that your man’s not to bust out the whole “smell” or “taste” issue; unless you have an actual problem like vaginosis or trichomoniasis (which are pretty hard to miss), this is one of those times that a dude needs to man the f--k up and get over it. After five years, the man should be used to the fact that bodies have smells and flavors. After all I’m sure he doesn’t expect you to complain about the taste of his penis or pre-cum, which doesn’t taste like maple syrup after all.

(Side note: smoking can affect the taste and smell of both men and women’s secretions. If you smoke, this can be a very good way to help motivate you to quit…)

But assuming that it isn’t about that little immaturity, let’s nail down the specifics. Is he bothered by how long it takes? Does he get fatigued midway through or feel like his jaw’s killing him? These are things that take practice… and you’d be more than willing to help him practice. With technique, explain exactly what it is you need, where you need it and just how hard it has to be. It may help if, as a bit of foreplay, you show him what you need on yourself with your fingers, then demonstrating the necessary tongue action on a sensitive bit of his anatomy, especially the neck or nipples. If you’re the (lucky, rare) sort who tends to orgasm vaginally or needs vaginal stimulation as well as clitoral, encourage him to get his fingers involved (gently). While he’s practicing, make sure to offer vocal encouragement: he’s doing great, you’re getting so hot, just a little harder here baby, etc. He’s probably not going to get you off at first, but don’t let that discourage him (or you) – tell him how close you’re getting and how next time, with just a little more work, he can totally get you there. The more he feels like he’s performing like a sex god, the more he’s going to want to continue and get you off.

If it takes a while for you to get going even with oral, then it might help to pre-game things (as it were) with a vibrator. Your current one isn’t doing the trick, so you should consider trying a different one. Sex shops like Good Vibrations or Toys in Babeland have toys that are specifically supposed to be discrete – helping to eliminate that annoying buzzing sound that may be throwing you off. They also have reviews and suggestions that can help you find your match.

Speaking of:

Most women can’t have an orgasm through penetration alone; they need clitoral stimulation as well and that’s very difficult to do through penetrative sex. If your husband wants to get you off (and I would certainly hope he does…), then it’s going to take going the extra mile or two. If you aren’t already, I would recommend touching yourself during sex to help things along. Now admittedly, some guys can get a little weird about this; after all, porn has taught them all the wrong lessons including that women can have “Look Ma, No Hands” orgasms at the drop of a hat, so the implication that a woman is going to need some extra assistance can feel like a condemnation of their virility and sexual prowess.

This is one reason why sex toys can be of use – teaching him how to use one on you can be incredibly sexy and helps take the intimidation/ego-deflation out of the equation. Make it about how he’s getting you off, not the toy; the toy is nothing without him. There are also a number of couple’s vibrators, including rings that are meant to be worn on the base of the penis that help stimulate the clit during penetration.

Emphasize how important it is that you both enjoy sex as much as possible – and how you want him to please you. And if he starts to be a baby about it, even with your being encouraging and open… well, then it’s time to drop the hammer. No oral for you means no oral for him. Period.

Good luck.

Please send your questions to Dr. NerdLove at his website (www.doctornerdlove.com/contact); or to his email, doc@doctornerdlove.com

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Why Is My Ex Suddenly Back In My Life?

Ask Dr. Nerdlove by by Harris O'Malley
by Harris O'Malley
Ask Dr. Nerdlove | April 16th, 2021

DEAR DR. NERDLOVE: I’ve been reading your advice for a while now. I really appreciate how honest and direct you are with your advice while also showing compassion and celebrating the progress and work that people put into improving themselves. Although I don’t fit into your typical demographic, I thought I’d write because I think you give very sound advice.

I’m a middle-aged woman who has never married. I grew up seeing some pretty unhappy relationships, and as a result, I never placed romantic relationships at the top of my priorities. I have had several relationships throughout my life, somewhere I was in love, but I don’t think I’ve met the person who I wanted to spend my life with. To be honest, I’ve never put in a huge amount of energy and time to finding that person. I grew up in a conservative family and location where people place a huge value on marriage and family, so when I was a young adult, most of my friends and siblings were marrying in their 20s. Although I was seeing these relationships form all around me, I didn’t feel much pressure to follow that path (although I was briefly engaged when I was young). Instead, I placed education, career, and travel, at the top of my priorities. As a result, I traveled and lived abroad extensively for a number of years and also reached a place in my career that I had dreamed of and have found many opportunities to progress and find personal satisfaction in my career. I rarely feel lonely even though I have often gone years without a relationship. I’m an introvert, but my career is very much people-facing, so when I come home, I really love to have time alone. I don’t have much energy to meet new people who might be potential romantic partners. I have a great group of friends of over a decade who are a huge source of support, comfort, and fun socializing for me. I have a fairly close family who I spend a considerable amount of time with. So, loneliness is not much of an issue, although there are times I miss the physical affection and intimacy of a romantic relationship, and I also think about the benefits of the type of companionship a committed relationship brings.

Over the years, as I have ended various romantic relationships, most of my exes have either stayed in my life or have contacted me later to try to rekindle the romance. I’m not exactly sure why it is that I have rarely had a clean break from my exes, but I suspect it’s because I’m conflict-avoidant. In the relationships in which I have instigated the break up, I usually try to do in the softest, kindest way possible in that I take responsibility for things not working out and emphasize that I think they are a great person – not a lie, but also not the most direct approach. As a result, one ex stayed in my life for about a decade as a fairly close friend through multiple international moves, marriage, and children. Finally, he stopped contacting me probably because I was almost never the one to initiate any contact. Although he was a good friend, I also felt awkward about him being married as I had never met his wife and sometimes what we talked about seemed a quite personal. Another ex is related to a close friend, so it was difficult to never meet, but eventually I had to let go of the friendship because the level of contact and his efforts to rekindle things was not healthy for me. To be clear, although I have stayed friends or occasionally rekindled things with exes, I was never the instigator of these actions. I typically believe there is a good reason for a break-up, so getting back together is usually not a great idea. However, because I still had feelings for most of these men, there were many times when I found it difficult to say no, so I didn’t always follow my own advice.

So, my question relates to the most recent occurrence. About a year ago, an ex from 20 years ago contacted me completely out of the blue. I have had zero contact with this ex since we broke up 20 years ago. I was shocked to hear from him. He contacted me by text and we ended up talking on the phone for awhile. He suggested we get together sometime. I agreed (at the time, I didn’t feel like it was a concrete invitation – just something people say.) Well, a couple of days later he invited me to dinner. I was a little thrown off and also curious, so I agreed. We met for dinner. It was a bit awkward, but enjoyable to catch up because there’s quite a bit to talk about after 20 years. He told me he was separated (very newly). I didn’t expect anything to come from it except perhaps a casual friendship. We spoke on the phone and texted a bit after that meeting. He talked to me about the breakup of his relationship which seemed pretty messy. Then, a couple of weeks later he texted that he could not continue to stay in touch because of dealing with his separation, but promised to contact me when everything was over. I briefly responded that I understood, and that was the end of our contact. A couple of weeks later everyone went into lockdown due to the pandemic, so I really had no expectation of hearing from him again. I didn’t hear from him again until a couple of weeks ago – 1 year exactly from the last time we spoke. He just called to chat, I think. He gave me an update on his separation (still separated) and we talked about the pandemic and other updates. I think he vaguely said he’d call again, but no talk about meeting up.

Honestly, all of it is strange. Why contact an ex after 20 years? And why end that contact but call again after a year? I have zero idea what this guy is thinking. Of all of my exes, he’s probably the only one that I could have seen having a long-term, committed relationship with. When we broke up, it wasn’t my choice, but it was a situation beyond my control and to some extent his as well. I was pretty heartbroken about it. I always had a lot of respect for him, and he treated me very well. I’m not sure if we were in love, but I think I was very close to it with him. He’s possibly the only guy I’ve dated that my family really liked. While I don’t have any expectations of us getting into a romantic relationship, I think this contact has kind of messed with my emotions as I thought quite a bit about our time together and break up which I really hadn’t done in years.

I don’t know how to respond to him. Do I ask him not to contact me any more? Do I initiate more contact? Invite him to get together? Do I just let him take the lead and see where it goes? Should I ask him why he’s contacted me after all these years and then again after a year of hearing nothing? Because his separation is pretty new and he’s not divorced, I would not consider a romantic relationship at this point if that were even a possibility for him. I’m not sure about a friendship. I might be open to that, but it’s not much of a friendship if we only speak once a year. My typical response would just be to let him take the lead a see what happens, but in the past, this was my MO, and it was not a great choice. I feel like I need to make a definite decision. Stay in touch and take some initiative about what that looks like, and at the very least, talk about why he decided to contact me in the first place. Or completely end contact and ask him not to call again.

I would very much appreciate any insight into why he might have contacted me after all these years, and what I should do next.

Thank you.

Mixed-Up Exes

DEAR MIXED-UP EXES: So before I get into the meat of your question MUE, I want to point something out: while it’s true that your ex is usually your ex for a reason, that doesn’t mean that every break up has to be the end of contact forever, or that circumstances can’t change. While most of the time, going back to one’s ex is more about nostalgia or the comfort of the known, rather than a legitimate change in circumstance, sometimes it really is the case that things are different now and what broke you up before may no longer be in effect.

Also: if you do prefer to have a clean break… well, sometimes you have to be willing to be the one to enforce it. That doesn’t mean you need a confrontation, so much as a willingness to lay down a boundary. Occasionally that means blocking and muting, so that they don’t have access to you except when you want to allow them to have it.

Now with that out of the way, let’s talk about the experience you’ve been having with your ex from 20 years ago. I think it’s pretty clear why he reached out after 20 years: he’s newly separated. That’s a fairly common trigger for folks — frequently, but not exclusively men — to reach out to an ex. Sometimes it’s a matter of wanting the comfort of the familiar, especially when the golden haze of nostalgia has filed down any rough ages, polished the early days when everything was wine and roses and faded memories of the bad parts. Other times, it can be a matter of wanting to connect with someone from their past as they try to figure out who they are now. They may want a (presumably) sympathetic ear to discuss things… and if that happens to lead towards sex, too, well, hey, bonus! And other times, it can be the realization that they miss their ex and just want to see what’s up.

Similarly, I think it’s fairly clear why he went radio silent for a year after you met up: it’s a combination of a messy break up and, y’know, a global pandemic. Without details of just how messy that break up was, it’s impossible to go into specifics, but it’s entirely possible — likely, even — that his being in contact with an ex or anyone that could be seen as a potential new partner was making an ugly break up even uglier. If, for example, there were issues around cheating or alienation of affection, being seen with someone else could be used against him, especially if he was going through divorce proceedings rather than just a break up.

But even if being in contact with you didn’t mean that there were legal issues, an ugly break up is emotionally draining. He may well have been having to pull back from a lot of things in order to deal with all of the headaches, heart breaks and logistical nightmares of ending a long-term relationship. Not having the emotional bandwidth to renew a friendship is entirely understandable under the circumstances. And then the lockdown happened and honestly, that has been even more traumatic. Even for folks who were in fairly secure circumstances, this has been a year-plus of continuous low-grade trauma. A lot of folks have had much less room or energy to deal with much outside of getting through each day as best they could. Hell, I can’t count the number of people I know personally who haven’t been able to do so much as read, never mind try to stay in contact with folks outside their immediate vicinity.

Now that the vaccine is here, eligibility is opening up and we can see the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel, people are starting to have hope again. They’re starting to feel like they’re returning to something approximating normal. That makes it that much easier to reach out again and try to reinitiate contact.

What do you do from here? Well… that all depends on you, really. What do you want from this, if anything? Do you want to see if there’s a potential for friendship? Are you even remotely interested in the possibility of starting a new relationship with him? Or is it more that you feel as though you should continue staying in contact with him? You can take time to decide; there really isn’t a rush. He was out of contact for 20 years and then another year afterwards; a couple days or weeks while you sort out your feelings isn’t going to be the make-or-break moment. And if he can’t stand you taking your time after he took all of his… well, then that tells you what you needed to know about him, doesn’t it?

And on a similar note: just because you’re not in constant contact doesn’t mean that you aren’t friends. Some friends go for long stretches of time without talking; that’s just their thing. Sometimes they’re the kind of friends who can pick up like nothing happened; other times, it’s not a deep friendship, but still a friendship. But considering everything, I don’t think you’re likely to run into year-long stretches without talking. The break up and COVID are pretty damn understandable extenuating circumstances.

But hey, even if you decide you’re open to seeing where things may go — platonically or not — you’re not locked into that decision. You can decide that, as it turns out, this is a bigger bundle of NOPE than you previously thought and go back to having no contact if that’s what you want. This isn’t The Defiant Ones; you’re not latched together once you decide to see about possibly being friends again.

So give yourself a little time, decide what you want and then this time, resolve to take the reins instead of letting someone else do it for you. Be willing to focus on what you want from this relationship — if anything — and advocate for your own interests and needs.

Good luck.

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